Trust is a thing that can be easily broken and when it does, you never can fully repair it. No matter how much better your relationship gets and no matter how many times you tell yourself that you have forgiven that person fully, your trust between that person will never be the same. Especially when you share or give something that is personal and precious to someone and all they do is mock you and laugh. I wouldn’t worry too much about it though, it’s just another obstacle and element of trust that we as humans must “get over”. We tend to give out our trust to those around us easily but it is easily broken. When you entrust something to someone thinking that they would at least have the respect to not completely disregard one’s feelings towards that object.
“Trust is like a mirror, you can fix it if it’s broken, but you can still see the crack in that mother**cker’s reflection.”
– Lady Gaga –
It’s exactly how she say’s it but it all comes down to the limit of forgiveness each unique person has. Now, I tend to forgive a lot of people for many things, I can’t be forced to hate someone simply because they have wronged me in any way… but when it comes down to me personally and if people have a go at me for my attempts to help myself control my emotions and thoughts by writing or listening to music; well, I’m sorry but that is the limit of my personal forgiveness. You need to watch out to whom you give our your trust to. Some people are just out there to break it but you also need to consider forgiveness. You can’t stay mad/angry at someone forever.
On a lighter note, I had an amazing time with some of my most awesome friends tonight. A drive in the night with friends helps take me mind off a lot of things.